Ange. Yeshua. xedgex.
I find myself all over the country following God's call to love mankind.
I have many reasons for why I should hate this world. I have many reasons for why I should hate people. I have many reasons to not believe in God or question his existence.
I have been emotionally and physically hurt by a plethora of people in my life. I have been abandoned and cut-off by my own family. I have been taken advantage of by people who I called my friends. I have been bullied. I have been rejected. I have had to move around the country several times, abandoning what I own. I have been divorced. I have been cast off. I have slept in my car. I know what it feels like to not know when my next meal will come.
I have trials. I have tribulations. But I also have Christ. Though I have been through mountains worth of terrible things, I am no longer there. God has brought me through it. Christ has sustained me. Yahweh has provided for me.
Darkness has fallen on me from time to time, but there is always The Light that never fails. You may be struggling, but do not worry for hope comes in the morning.