Ange. Yeshua. xedgex.
I find myself all over the country following God's call to love mankind.

The brightest diamond;

They tell me I'm crazy, but You told me I'm golden.

As far as spiritual growth is concerned it doesn’t matter how much you read your Bible, do good works, or go to church.  If you are not honest about your true feelings, you will be stunted in your spiritual growth with God and limited in your relationships.

Many Christians try to hide their emotions because we have been taught that they are bad.  In reality these emotions are very important for us to understand and acknowledge.  If we don’t,  all of our relationships are impacted in a negative way and we can slip into putting on our “everything is okay”  face when everything is not okay.  When we face reality and the reasons we are angry, sad or fearful we can begin to chip away at the hurts, hangups and habits that cause these emotions.  We can start to see what is missing in our lives what has contributed to these emotions popping up.  We can begin to grieve the losses we have experienced. We can begin to ask God to remove these things in our lives instead of just burying them.