Ange. Yeshua. xedgex.
I find myself all over the country following God's call to love mankind.

The brightest diamond;

They tell me I'm crazy, but You told me I'm golden.

The truth is I can feel evil and darkness attempting to rip apart every facet of my life and cause me to feel defeated, or doubtful and wrong.  It’s very heavy and very hard, but I know I’m doing the right thing in the right place.

I can’t recall any case of pain which didn’t enrich my entire life.

I can pour out because I know you fill up. I drink from a well that never runs dry. You are abundantly available to me, ever drawing me closer. You call me into communion with you and I am filled with your life over flowing even in the driest, hardest of seasons. You exchange my lack for your abundance, Christ in me the only hope of glory. Christ in me is enough. Christ with me is enough. Christ on that cross and risen for me is enough. You are enough, Jesus.

Jesus, you are enough.

You were enough to atone for this ugly sin that only wants to separate. You are enough to fill in the gaps, fill all my holes, make up my lack. My flesh screams, “I can’t go on, I don’t have enough! Not enough strength, not enough patience, not enough…” And I wouldn’t, but I have You. And in You, I have enough and more than enough, Father of abundance, Giver of endless blessings . Knowing that in all circumstances, He is enough and He is working to draw me closer to Him, I praise Him for the good in the hardest of days.

‎We wouldn’t ask why a rose that grew from the concrete had damaged petals, in turn, we would all celebrate its tenacity. We would all love its will to reach the sun. Well, we are the roses, this is the concrete and these are my damaged petals, dont ask me why, thank God, and ask me how. - Tupac Shakur, The Rose that Grew from Concrete